Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Happy Holidays!!

While I'm waiting for my picture to load for this blog I will write you, my fine reader, and hope that you are in fine spirits. This evening we were rehearsing for the show tomorrow, and I really hope we can pull this off. I'd like to start looking like a professional show. I wonder what the people on the other end of something like that feel. Does it confuse them? Do they get the trick? Are they even listening?

Sometimes holding the show live is different from when we advertise it to where they are being done for a company. Some people get so sloppy drunk they disrupt or fall asleep while the show is going. Hope this goes well. At least I'll get a decent meal out of it! LOL! Just kidding. I hope we really start going somewhere with this...It's kind of dreamy...

Well, I guess I'll pass on the picture for now, and wish you Happy Holidays and may your Christmas and New Year be pleasant and peaceful and safe. You are always safe here, my dear reader. I will hold your hand and console you and be proud of you when you continue on despite the complications of your life. We all do what we can.

Be well.

Peace.

Kim

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

It's My Birthday!!


Can you believe it!
36 Years already passed!
Just a drop in the bucket of what is to come!!
I'm so excited!

There is so much going on and I can't tell all of you who read how happy I am today! I have great friends and family that I love dearly and appreciate them so much it goes without words! I do feel a little melancholy when I think of those who I've loved and lost whether it be by death or just separation. I know they're thinking of me just as much as I am them. It's like a movie going through my mind of them taking a moment to remember... It's painful that they're gone, but what can I do now? How do you fix something like that? My dear reader, you know deep inside you wish everyone knew what the other person is thinking in their mind of minds - the sub-conscious - because then the other would realize how we effect or affect eachother and everything around us.

That's why this is such a wonderful day. I know my friends and the people who love me! I feel really good. Thanks for all You do because You've shown me so much. Deep down I know we understand eachother regardless of the differences in our lifestyles. We all understand - and that makes a world of difference!

I Hope You're Having A Great Day!!

Friday, December 02, 2005

My Dreams Came True Today....


I was dreaming last night of kissing my lover, so softly...so warmly...so tenderly, that when I awoke with him lying beside me I slid towards him and hovered above him. I looked upon his face so fair, so peaceful in slumber that I couldn't resist...I kissed my lover, and he kissed me back - so softly...so warmly...so tenderly. My dream came true.

I was privileged to be able to see the inside of a beautiful condominium located at the top of the Sheritton Hotel in Niagara Falls thanks to my lover's brother, we were allowed in for a look around and I couldn't get over the SIZE of this place! This place when completed will be in every "Architectural Digest" and "Home" Magazines across the world!! It was over 10,000 sq. ft. My biggest apartment was 1/10th corner of this condominium! There was a sweeping staircase that led upstairs to many other rooms, including a gaming room and a projection screen theatre room with a bar! I was looking through the hallways and came across the ultimate bathroom! I looked once and I was lured inside where I saw a beautiful etched shower door of the Niagara Falls that led to a bathtub that had stairs and posts. Across from it was a fireplace and the light of the room was supplied by the one wall of windows that faced the Falls. Further down were more rooms and a giant walk-in closet. Every spot in the place you had a clear view of the American and Canadian Falls...Where was I in the midst of Extreme Makeover Home Edition?...And the FISH TANK!!! I was touching Heaven in more ways than one looking at this place!! I don't think I touched anything because I thought either alarms would go off or it would disolve underneathe my fingers and it wouldn't be real. But it was! Perhaps I can do a mural for them on the wall where the tub is. Oh if I could draw a picture with my mind!! What a beautiful place and I can't wait to add it to my dreams - and my nightmares!

That place sure did top the places I lived when I was in college! I thought it would be alright; not too big but I was told it was nicer than any movie star's place - and boy was it ever! Wow! I'd love to see it when it's finished!

I can't say anymore...I'm overwhelmed...My Dreams Came True Today!!