Sunday, May 14, 2006

Happy Mother's Day


Mom's are wonderful! To learn so much from one person is great...But to learn from two mothers is incredible! I used to remember the story of the child with the two mothers and how the two women to save the baby would either have to learn to live with eachother or the baby would die. The message is learning to let go and love unconditionally. I thrived on my mothers, I grew in my mother's eyes, I loved each one differently and yet respected them just the same. I feel so blessed to be shown how much a mother loves so unconditionally. There are so many great women that I see on a regular basis who all strive to make ends meet and give to their children all that it takes so that their children can have a better life. I tip my hat to you, you have learned to take that life into your own. Don't ever get down; I'm proud of you for standing up.

Be strong. You are safe here.

Kim

x

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Am I Going to Have to Search Forever to Find You?


I seem like I'm always one step behind you...It seems sometimes I'm on the verge of knowing where you are and again you alude me. You thrill me, you comfort me, and I'm so close to getting you where I want you...And again you flee from my sight. You leave clues and I want to get so close to you...Why must you torture me like this? I enjoy being with you and yet you insist on playing games with me? Okay, I'll let you continue your game...And just watch how I'll play along...You'll have memories you'll surely not forget...I'm taking in everything you throw at me and doing the best I can to struggle through...And I will find you...I will find you...I search deeply, intensely and push on through this life like a man who struggles against a raging storm. Push on through...Must survival be such a burden? Please, I'm asking you to just let me have the chance to be at peace inside. Know that you're there. With a smile to greet me into your arms....