Day 11

I seem like I'm forever trying to get myself motivated to create something "brilliant" or "incredible", something no one has ever done before. And in doing that become completely satisfied with the way my life is. But in a nutshell I'm still struggling. Am I the only one?

What I want is to be able to market my talents be it for artwork or makeup artist or graphic artist; to show myself as the best creative person in all of the world. To be sought after for my abilities, that would be wonderful, but what I'm use to being is underpaid and not in the right place in my life right now. This year I will pick up where I left off last year which is trying to get people interested in my artwork. I would like to make a living at it; and maybe have a little more money to put aside for a rainy day. I have plenty of those already! Perhaps with having a blog, it will force me into seeing my goals written upon my website and become motivated enough to pursue them more dilligently. Here's hoping anyways!