All Of My Love....

Should I fall out of love, my fire in the light
To chase a feather in the wind?
Within the glow that weaves a cloak of delight
There moves a thread that has no end...

For many hours and days that pass ever soon
The tides have caused the flame to dim.
At last the arm is straight, the hand to the loom -
Is this the end, or just the begin?

All of my love, all of my love, all of my love to you.

The cup is raised, the toast is made yet again
One voice is clear above the din...
Proud Aryan one word, my will to sustain
For me the cloths once more to spin

All of my love, all of my love, yes...all of my love to you.

Yours is the cloth, mine is the hand that sews time;
His is the force that lies within.
Ours is the fire, all the warmth we can find;
He is a feather in the wind.

All of my love, all of my love, yes...All of my love to you.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Autumn...

The colours of blue and green and yellow and red dance in the wind while the swirling crunching browns fly off the ground like a spirit leaving the tomb. Grey hares scamper through the crumbling underbrush and a squirrel widdles away at a rotting chestnut somewhere in the trees. The bees search for a place to rest their wings for winter as children secretly sneak into the nearby woods to play in the colours.

Those poor children who never get to experience the freedom of emotion, or the liberation of the mind...Those whose eyes are vacant of expression but underneathe they're really scared and need the assurance that what they do is right or wrong. How else do they learn anymore if their parents can't set a good moral for them to stand by and believe in? Those kids that all they ever really wanted to do was to shout with joy about how happy they were. Now to the silence of an unwanted pill.

Thank God I don't have children.

...I Don't Know What To Say....

I can't think of anything so I'll give you some of my pix....

A Memorium....

It has now been two years since my mother passed away.

There a lot of things I miss about her:

- the way her face would light up when she saw me

- she loved: Dad, Percy, Port Delhousie, McDonalds, John, Wayne Sanders, Alvie, his children and of course her children - "one son", "Anne Marie", "Oh, Teresa", "Hi Kim", "Tammy Irene" - SHE LOVED US ALL!

- the stories she'd tell about dancing and playing the piano with her mother, "The Bucket of Blood", the bikers she hung out with there, Wayne Newton, Elvis Prestley, Wayne from the home, Roger S-s-sss, John, "Pee-Wee" ("Do you know Pee-Wee?")

- she never took any crap from anyone even with her disability she knew who was taking advantage of her and who loved her sincerely - I'm positive she knew more than she could say.

- I miss her smell, her smile, her ways, the way she still liked to hold my hand and kiss me and I'd kiss her back.

I am so blessed that I spent time with her and got to love her not only as a awesome mother but as a wonderful friend too.

Don't stop dancin' Mama, don't stop the music, I can see you in my mind's eye and I miss you but I know you're happier now.

Love Kim xo

Genetics

While reading an article about how one genes can affect how resilient you are against disease I came to the realization that there are times I can sense my own genetics and know what things I may be susceptible to. I sense both my mother and my fathers influence on who I genetically am. I fight the bad and strive for good. I get so deep sometimes...But am I alone Dear Reader? Don't you feel the same sometimes? I just want to experience life and all it's...Vivre!

We're only here for such a short time...Just keep on playing the game of life!

Somebody Likes Soccer!

Kim

xx

Flowing Patterns of Sound

When I concentrate on music I see so many wonderful things. I was born with the imagination to see all these great things in my mind and my passion is one day to be able to show everyone the scenarios that spin through my mind for art; theatre; creation; being; nature, at its pinacle. It's my heaven. And I see it when I listen to music, I am in the space of my life where I was meant to be. I am the Flower - I will blossom longer than any delicate rare flower of the worlds. Be. Bee? Flower.

It's the End of the Month...And I Haven't Blogged!

Well...

What can I tell ya! I've been working a lot this month and now I'm trying to get my life back on track with my art. Frank and I are at our new place and my next project is waiting for me to start and it should be good. I've started handing out my fliers again and telling people about my artwork so that I can have more projects to do, and create some extra cash for myself. My new passion will be to learn more about Flash Animation and creating storyboards of what I want...I will be getting started on the podcast and completion of my website through the iMac and become an Artistic Flash Animator/Cartoonist/Director/Creator...The best in Canada!


Danny Zzzz is getting more recognition and that means more opportunities for all parties involved! He is also the one who has more artwork for me to do for him which I appreciate. He's a good friend! I told him that I can't wait for the day I will become a perminant employee of "The DannyZzzz Show", and I know he tries to give me all the work he can to keep me in the comradship that we share. Frank and him are good friends too, I know Dan has lots of friends and will probably make more but we hope we're always in at least the top 5 percent. lol

I saw Stompin' Tom Connors at the CAW Hall and I can say with pride that I've been on the same stage as Stompin' Tom! Boy, it was lots of fun! He's so cute! He reminds me so much of the funny qualities of my late Uncle Kersley...Or "Shoes" as he was better known as...Even his daughter Lorna refers to him as "Shoesie". I got some pictures which I hope to post, but for now here's one I've found on the Internet...
The Canadian Great...The Folk Singer of Canada...The Hippie from Skinners Pond...

STOMPIN' TOM CONNORS

Happy Mother's Day

Mom's are wonderful! To learn so much from one person is great...But to learn from two mothers is incredible! I used to remember the story of the child with the two mothers and how the two women to save the baby would either have to learn to live with eachother or the baby would die. The message is learning to let go and love unconditionally. I thrived on my mothers, I grew in my mother's eyes, I loved each one differently and yet respected them just the same. I feel so blessed to be shown how much a mother loves so unconditionally. There are so many great women that I see on a regular basis who all strive to make ends meet and give to their children all that it takes so that their children can have a better life. I tip my hat to you, you have learned to take that life into your own. Don't ever get down; I'm proud of you for standing up.

Be strong. You are safe here.

Kim

x

Am I Going to Have to Search Forever to Find You?

I seem like I'm always one step behind you...It seems sometimes I'm on the verge of knowing where you are and again you alude me. You thrill me, you comfort me, and I'm so close to getting you where I want you...And again you flee from my sight. You leave clues and I want to get so close to you...Why must you torture me like this? I enjoy being with you and yet you insist on playing games with me? Okay, I'll let you continue your game...And just watch how I'll play along...You'll have memories you'll surely not forget...I'm taking in everything you throw at me and doing the best I can to struggle through...And I will find you...I will find you...I search deeply, intensely and push on through this life like a man who struggles against a raging storm. Push on through...Must survival be such a burden? Please, I'm asking you to just let me have the chance to be at peace inside. Know that you're there. With a smile to greet me into your arms....

I Am Glad to Have You with Me Tonight....

I am resting comfortably tonight underneathe the ancient pine trees gazing up at the stars on this clear night. I watch the sunset's pinks and purples; dark blue's blackness and stare up into the endless night drowsily. I am evasive and cunning; I fear nothing and I am sharp. I know you think I am no one of importance but you forget who this is all about. You seem to think you know me...You don't know me - you think me simple, but I read you loud and clear. I'm important to me...I like to reflect on myself and see how I grow and have grown as a person...Whether or not I'm still heading in the right direction toward my dream...It will come one day...I don't lose heart...I am at peace with myself...resting comfortably...staring up at the stars...at Peace.

The Hillarious House of Frightenstein

One of my favorite shows growing up...It would make me laugh and scare me at the same time. The Librarian was so bent on trying to scare me...Some of the stories were kind of weird and some of them were funny. Do you remember this show? Who was your favorite character?

Kim

Cartoons from "tHe BoOk"

This is my little friend who has a different perspective on life... What do you think?

Kim 8^)

...Okay, I'm back again!

Hello,

I've been away for a while exploring more of this great thing called "the internet" with all it's diversity. I am always so excited about the way things are constantly evolving on the internet into something different. I'm not sure what it's becoming but it's always changing...I get a charge out of that myself!

I've been doing some work in trying to complete "tHe BoOk" to it's end stages and have committed myself to the next one already...I have to keep going with these books...I have a lot of great ideas coming up...I have fun recalling through "tHe BoOk" what was going on at the time...It's a pleasant surprise! It's not ALL about anger...I should not limit myself next time in trying to go from page to page...But be more random so when I flip a page I go back to something I almost forgot was there...That would be exciting!

I am embarking on creating a self portrait too, but I have to make it 100% me. I want to have people look at it and go...Yeah, that was Kim to me too...Bizarre I know... It will have a little nature and a little science fiction and fantasy to it. I may put creatures from MY STORIES into it...I have to figure things out for myself...I must re-scan "tHe BoOk" as well and post it on the internet...People would begin to see my weirdness, and would not feel so weird...lol...lol...

I just want to tell you, with my voice in your head, that inside you lurks a spark of something wonderful that waits for you to bring it into the light of day and have others see for themselves. Don't make them wait for too long...

This is why I enjoy the internet so much!! There's no need for you to find someone to write your "memoires" - you can do them yourself NOW and let everyone enjoy it with you!!

Thanks to all of you who read and understand...

I'll try not to wait so long for the next one to be out!


Kim

Treasures Found!

GOLD! GOLD! GOLD!

PORT DALHOUSIE -- Found off the Port Dalhousie cost of Lake Ontario these ancient pieces were found by local divers scattered deep outside the deep waters of the Third Ridge. This picture was taken early Monday morning when the discovery was made.

"I'd dived in this area before but had never seen anything like this. It was just a fluke I spotted it!"

The mayor of St. Catharines, Tim Rigby claimed he had no idea that there was gold in Lake Ontario and began to laugh nerviously. He then walked back the way he'd came and started making calls on his cellphone. There has been no comment given at this time.

In 1742 a small merchant vessel that sank into the depths of Lake Ontario has never been found. The possibility of it being close to the shore after so many years is concerning for the local environmentalists who believe the waters are beginning to receed and is the reason that led to the discovery.

We will keep you posted on any further developments.

Thank You!

I just want to post a thank you to everyone out there that I know. Not just for being a friend, but paying attention and being there when I needed you. Wonderful things happen when we all work together!

I enjoyed all the events that led up to Larry and Anne's 25th Wedding Anniversary. I was sad that not all could attend but glad for the ones that did. I'm thankful for all the help and am very relieved that things turned out well.

There is a show coming up this Saturday at Governor Simcoe for the Danny Zzzz show and I am tired but willing to give all it takes to complete it.

Thanks again!

I will write more when I'm not so tired!

Love,

Kim 8^)

In the New Year 2006

Here it is, the second week of the New Year and I am excited to be able to do and try new things. I will have to make this quick because I have so much to do.

I just want to wish everyone the best this year, and not to be afraid. Be strong and confident in who you are. We are all children of the Universe and there is a reason we are here. We have a right to live and not to fear. This "bird flu" - big deal! There are worse colds out there that kill just as many people. The "environment" - we only have ourselves to blame for not trying to curb the Industrial Revolution. The world is changing constantly and so are we, so do not be afraid. Love, live, dance, sing, enjoy life, don't abuse it or waste it on trivial matters. Life is too short!

Happy New Year Everyone!

Love Kim

xx