I started blogging in 2004 and I have been trying to understand my life since. Nothing has really changed and yet there is a lot of change going on.
I still feel the same...I feel a little let down. I have only myself to blame, I guess.
I thought things were on the upward swing and yet I see the same things occurring again. Change just doesn't happen as fast as I want it to.
I'm still struggling to get my art a recognized business.
It seems I've gotten better because now I have a sponsor (GRUMBACHER) but I am looking for someone who wants to take up the challenge of learning how to paint from me. I don't know what it takes to get people interested in painting. I get excited about it. It thrills me. Would you be the one who wants to know what I know?
I am part of a group of artists and yet I still feel alienated. Why doesn't anybody call me? I hand out business cards, I try to attend meetings where I don't know anyone to get a foot in the door...Am I that uninteresting? Maybe I have to do something to get people noticing...I just have to figure out what that is! I'm reading a book on how to improve myself so maybe there is a key there!
Seven years! I'm thrilled to see what will be coming. Like back in 2004, I am still excited to see what is going to happen in the future. If we took a look at it in 5 year chunks, I need to do more!
I will be doing a lot more! Starting now!
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I use sheer will and still it isn't enough. I don't know enough people. Again I only have myself to blame.
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